I'm in the middle of an art trade and I have realized while I've been drawing this that I am high key depressed and have no desire to even breathe and it's really causing me to suffer in my art. I haven't been drawing at all, and I miss it. I want to draw, so so bad, but I physically can't bring myself to do it. I don't know if it's because of how bad my neck and back are hurting or if it's because I mentally can't do it, but I haven't been drawing at all. I don't even doodle. I draw maybe once a week, and usually not even that. I've lost all motivation for everything. All I do is sit on my bed reading comics or playing video games. I've become a sack o' potatoes. I hate it and I want to find my motivation again, but I don't know how. I don't know, I thought I'd share?? Just in case any of you like seeing my art and are wondering where it's gone, this is what's up. I'm sorry.